i’ve been gone awhile.
sorry. This blog was a really great outlet for my thoughts and I’ve neglected it.
I wish I had something special to share, you know?
something sorta meaningful update about my life. Something insightful. But nothing truly comes to mind,
I’ve been very stationary.
the older I get the less time I have to run away. I am definitely less self destructive than I once was. less reckless, less impulsive, less social.
I think my location and environment are major factors in this reclusive behavior.
So, I’ve been keeping calm and drawing lines.
I am up all night trying to keep my mind occupied.
and its difficult, I’ve lost my muse. communication died. I need a new source.
another soul to jumper start mine.
I haven’t been searching and seeking, only dreaming.
Earlier today, i watching this tv show on the Netflix and one of the character’s said, “artists are doomed to a life of loneliness because they cannot think beyond instant gratification” I must have replayed that part a dozen times…
Anyways. In the fall, i’ll be moving. hopefully i’ll start painting.
and writing a little more often.